and I promised myself

if this budding feeling is just imaginary fleeting sort of false alarms...

I am sorry my dear lil friend..

I am not trying to deflower our sense of kinship

or easy camaraderie..

I am but a fickle minded grownups

who over-promised myself

time and time again not to get lost

love is to stay in the locked closet

which I couldnt find the key

fs 17/1/2011 (cinta eldeiss)